am i a bitter person?
am i a likeable person?
do i know what i really want?

life is so dull
there's gotta be something more than just going to the office,
do things that i can't figure the objective

and many days i've spent feeling sorry for myself
feeling unconfident
feeling unworthy
feeling empty...

please allow me to break free
allow me to change my attittude
allow me to find my dream
and allow me to really live my life
posted by Agnes Kristianti at 2:51 AM




God, I love coffee...
It's one of your most-cherished creation!
posted by Agnes Kristianti at 2:25 AM




well, speaking about love ..
since my 2 other good friends at office just got married in december.. and my good friend since junior high is preparing her wedding which will due in July 2008.. i'm having a when-do-i-get-to-marry phobia..
not to mention, almost all my co-workers including my boss are either 'encouraging' or 'asking' me about the topic.. and they kinda happy to have me introduced to what they think is 'the eligible bachelor'..

and at the family gathering last sunday, i kinda sick of being asked :'mana nih calonnya?'

well, after being a bridesmaid at my friend's wedding.. I kinda often imagine me in the white gown .. and the more i imagine it, the more depressed i am not knowing when it might happen or even will it happen or not?


well, anyway...
this is not a related topic.. but, i am being in love with the song "thankful" by josh groban.
though i've had the album for quite some time, but i've only noticed it a few days ago since helon and i discussed about his songs.

and it reminds me of a topic we've discussed a few more days back with p'franky and helon .. that being thankful may be harder to do than being said, but it's so good in the eye of the almighty and so beautiful... !
posted by Agnes Kristianti at 11:42 PM