Ehm.. here i am, almost at the end of 2007...
If i can evaluate myself this year, I must say I don't feel much improving in way of thinking, knowledge, and self-actualization. If I compare myself last year, I was so keen on working.. thinking of new scenario and strategies for my client. Here.. I feel a decrease in my confidence level and competencies.
I keep wondering about did what I do matter? If I didn't do it, would it matter?

But of course I also have much more friends here, I don't have to always worry about people at office talking about me. I love the environment, but hate the jobs. At the previous job... I love the jobs so much, but also hate the environment. Well, I guess where I am now show me that nothing is perfect. And it's up to us what we're gonna do about it... improve it or just adapt to it.

So for next year.. I guess I have to choose. Do I really wanna stay at that office for another year and do what I can do, or find another place to really explore my potentials. Neverthless, I like what my boss said yesterday : "Vision is like a baby, it needs caring, efforts, and energy to make it grow". So, if I really wanna have a master degree.. I think I should be serious about it and send more applications.

So, my resolutions for 2008 will be :
1. go to school abroad to get a master degree
2. complete reading the Anthony Robbins' book : Awaken the giant within.
3. brushing my teeth and pray before going to bed

In spite of the frustration at work, life has been good. And though I am not good in counting blessings, I have to say that life has treated me fine this year. And I realize that I haven't said enough thanks to Jesus on that..

'thus have the paths of those on earth been straightened and men been taught what pleases you, and saved, by Wisdom'
posted by Agnes Kristianti at 11:41 PM